a smile means a loads of love.

.:.currently sluggish-ing ; the helpless eyes.

ughh. i dunno what the hell i m doing. sigh ):
last night had a nightmare and woke up at midnight 2.30. god.. i want someone listen to me. i need 'em. i need him. i need her. i need all of you to be my backbone support me. i love you. sigghhhh. almost everything is crushed, crushed, crushed, and crushed again. ): what can i do? i have no idea. mommaaa. two days ago daddy went china again. i think i missed him. aww. travel without him. sniiffffsniifffsss! i will be going BALI on 26th of september. 7pm flight. lol. i will miss malaysia. of course you. the one reading my blog, haaa. *smoocchiieee!* hereiam! i will be back on 30th of september, which is tuesday 6.35pm. 3 weeks later is pmr. aiikkss. my results. dun feel like talk about it. awful. speechless. hope can catch up. *knockhead*
today we registered the activities after pmr. we registered an outdoor teamwork which is organize by sunway u.c.. i think it will be fun. too sad TOA's activity is on the same day. hahhaaa. i remembered wenyiang's hair x] kinda cacat. hahahaa.
the happiest thing in the last week was i know i will be having a dog (: GOLDEN RETRIEVER. nyaahaha. don't envy :P the first time i have a dog. teehheheee :D
i wondering.. why are human beings have feelings. if a person everyday brings a smile. without a drop of tear. how's the feeling? feel good? ugghhh.
this wednesday is holiday. hmm.. what can i do in the house? cos i not going tuition. haa. must make some conditions with parents about my freedom. lol. i wanna hang out with peoplesss. (: so far.. i didn't call anyone this few weeks. hope daddy won't get pissed =x i love you.
aiiikkss. one week x contact xiaoling.. dunno how is she.

the phrase of the day: enjoy what you have, don't expect much.